i'm being bugged!!!

can he juz spare my early mornings??can he juz spare me to drool over my crush???cant he juz keep away frm me????i'm suffocating every single time i see him.tat's why i cme late to school everyday.even if i do come early,i follow Basia or hide in the toilet...can't tat guy understand tat i am not interested in him!!!???been trying to show hints tat i dun like him but he juz can see my point...i juz wish tat i can actually hav a guy around me to say, "hey!leave her alone,cuz she's mine.leave now!"tat sure is gonna make him leave my side...too bad i dun hav anyone to do tat (pretense).i noe im not pretty like,joy,Eileen or Jodeen.not to mention Beverly.e guys in my class are all flirting wif em..mayb juz Beverly and joy are flirting wif e guys but not Eileen..she's sort of decent...i wanna cry,but i cant seem to let my tears flow...i wanna scream but i can't get e words rite...i wanna smile but thr's too many things on my mind to think about smiling..how lovely would it be if i am in the center of attention. (in a good way,of cuz).how lovely would it be if i am as pretty as other gals....and how lovely it will be if i am not bugged by the damn chia wei..how wonderful would it be if i hav someone to protect and stay by my side juz like how arif stands together wif joy....they make a lovely couple...all my desires will never be answered till a miracle happen...and it maynot happen at all. (i dun mean when i am married,of cuz..my husband will protect me as long as we both shall live).pls,whoever is reading my blog pls save me from despair...i nearly cried cuz i'm being bugged by chia wei...pls,save me frm a world of total sadness.... *sobs*

Damned to eternal Death

Damned to eternal Death

ssooo UNFAIR! IT'S INJUSTICE!!!!

WHY?WHY IS IT SO UNFAIR???SCHOOL'S FINE.STUDIES GREAT.BUT WHY DOES IT HAVE TO END UP LIKE THIS?IT IS TOTALLY INJUSTICE.I FEEL LIKE TEARING UP!FIRST, MY DAD IS GETTING MARRIED AND HA WANTS ME TO STAY WITH HIM.IF I DO,I HAVE TO GO TO THAILAND AND STAY THERE..I DON'T WANT TO LAEVE MY FRIENDS IN ANDERSON!AND I HAVE NEGATIVE HATRED INSIDE ME..NOT ABOUT MY DAD BUT SOMEONE..WON'T TELL THE NAME..I NOE I SHOULD FORGET THE HATRED..FORGIVE AND FORGET..IT WILL TAKE SOMETIME..I NOE..BUT I CAN DO IT WITH THE HELP OF MY NEW FIENDS BA SAI AND YOVITA..HOPE THEY ELP ME...I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!

Anderson..

Finally!released from primary school and born into secondary shool...get wat i mean??!!

true friends...

on the last day of school...i realised who my true frends were...on tat day,i cried for i was sad to leave tgps...i broke down...nt able to control my tears..those who came up to me were anthony,melissa,joseph.all frm 6b.wat about my malay frends?they saw me cryin but they didnt even bother!i noe some of u guys may be angry..but im juz stating the facts..im sad to leave them too.especially anthony...he is my bff..but some think tat we are a couple..why cant they see tat sometimes...boys+girls=frendship?hope all my frends enjoy...

sick!!

Help!Im sick..really sick.I've got sore throat,fever and cough...Im so tired....and my bro's hurt..something happened to him.if i tell anyone he's sure gonna be embarassed!haha...lol...so anyone's got any remedies for my hurting throat??pls...